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Paul · « **on:** December 13, 2015, 10:51:29 am »

I Hear You Crying Out

There is nothing more tender, there is nothing more heartbreaking, than the loss of a child. At this time of year that loss is even more heartbreaking. What happens when you cannot recover from that loss? What happens when you are stuck in grief, stuck in anger, stuck in fury, stuck in depression? Is there a way out? Is there a way to live again? Is there a way to go on with life while stuck with the ever present pain of loss? How do we cope with the knowledge that our loved one will never be in our presence again? How do we cope with their sudden absence from our lives? Our Creator Son Christ Michael wants to chime in with his thoughts of how we can cope with the loss of a child or the loss of any loved one that has suddenly been taken from our lives.

Greetings my children! Greetings! What a pleasure it is to connect with you at this time of year. Yet for many at this time of year it is simply a reminder of the pain within their hearts. Nothing can adequately prepare any one of you for the pain of loss. I too felt that pain of loss when I was quite young. My father Joseph died suddenly in a construction accident. Suddenly I was cast into the role of a father. I was then in charge with my mother’s blessing, to help in the upbringing of my siblings. Loss does not only cause grief, loss causes a sudden change in circumstances. Our immediate concern was the financial condition of our household. With the loss of her husband Joseph, my father, it was necessary for me to take on the responsibilities as the head of the household. So, in addition to my grief, I had to cope with the sudden change in circumstances.

Why do I bring this up? I bring this up because your loss also led to a change in circumstances. So the pain of loss is multi-faceted. There is the pain of what should have been. There is the pain of what could have been. There is the pain of what will never be. You had all of your hopes and expectations tied up into your loved one. You had such high hopes for your child or your loved one. Now suddenly all of your high hopes and expectations have been crushed. All around you is the evidence of children that have lived. Children that have grown up and are now adults. These adults have grown up and they are beginning to realize their potentials. Yet your child, your loved one, did not seem to live up to his or her potential. That potential was crushed at the death of your loved one.

My children. My dear and precious children. Those of you that have lost a child, those of you that have lost a loved one, I hold close to my heart. I feel your anger, I feel your grief, I feel your depression, surging through my heart. Yet your anger, your grief, your depression, has a season. Just as you know that spring has sprung when you see the first buds on the trees, you know that your grief has passed when you can laugh again. You know that your grief has passed when you no longer weep when you think of your deceased loved one. You know that your grief has passed when you realize the reason that your loved one came into your life. Why does anyone come into your life? Your loved one came into your life to teach you something about yourself. You loved one came into your life to teach you about the more important things in life. Now that they taught you the lesson that you needed to grow, they left you. They left you because they came to do what they were supposed to do. Now that they came here to do what they were supposed to do they left you to carry on. They left you to carry on with their own soul growth.

You may wonder, is that fair? Is it fair for someone that you love to just up and leave you when you least expect it? Is it fair for your heart to be ripped out? Is it fair for your gaping wound to be visible for all the world to see? Even a gaping wound can be healed. Even a missing heart can be restored again. For when love dies, when a heart perishes, it rises again from the ashes of despair. It rises from the ashes of despair to live again. When your heart rises to live again you realize something. You realize that you were never separate from your loved one. You realize that what you consider loss is actually a gain. It is actually a gain because your loved one has graduated. Your loved one has graduated to one of the mansion worlds to continue their journey. Your loved one, though he or she may have died young, will not miss out. There, on the mansion world that they have journeyed to, they are waiting for you. They are waiting for you in eager expectation. How they long for you to be where they are now. How they long to share with you all that they have learned along the way. How they long to embrace you and make your grief go away. Because here, on one of the mansion worlds, they have found their joy. And they long for you all to have the joy that they have discovered.

For did you not know that all love is eternal? Your love for your child, your love for your loved one that has passed on, caused that loved one to live. It is your love, your love that is eternal. It is your love that created a child like no other child in the universe. It is your love that now lives within the one that you have lost. Don’t you understand my precious ones? Your child, your loved ones live! Your loved ones live! Though you are at present unable to discern that fact, may you stay at peace within my heart. For I have the peace beyond all human understanding that will assuage your grief. I have a love beyond all understanding that will surround your hearts.

I hear you crying out to me day and night. Though your hearts are filled with grief right now, your grief will fade away. And like a flower whose growth was stunted by a lack of rain and a little bit of sun, your petals will open. You will drink in the refreshing waters of the spring rains of eternal life. You will drink in the sun of my life. You will drink in the water. You will drink in the sun. For in my heart are the waters of life. For in my heart is the sun of eternal life. I shall see it. A faded flower withered. A faded flower singed, return to life again. The bees will come to you once again to gather your nectar. Mankind will come to you once again to breathe in your intoxicating fragrance. For a flower once withered by grief will be resurrected. A flower resurrected by my peace. A flower resurrected by my love.

When once you have grieved, when once you have wept for your loved one, when once you arise, there I will be awaiting you with my arms opened wide. There I will give you freely the comforting balm of peace, the comforting balm of joy, the comforting balm of eternal life.

Words of comfort received through Paul Conklin via our Creator Son Christ Michael.

ICyrus · « **Reply #1 on:** December 13, 2015, 09:06:38 pm »

I want to add ONLY THIS - OUR FATHER EASES OUR TROUBLING MINDS...
JUST LIKE A REFRESHING RIVER THAT ALWAYS FLOWS DIRECTLY TO US!

"Holy River" by Aradhna

Filmed by Ben Stamper in Varanasi, India.

A Yeshu Bhakta (devotee of Jesus) rises every morning and pours out his prayers into a brass vessel. Carrying the vessel through the streets, he offers these prayers into the Ganges River, a symbol of his suffering Lord, a pure river, that for thousands of years has embraced life and death, and the pollution of humanity. With quiet hope, he immerses the pot, and fills it with the life of his Lord. Then he returns home to pray again for the city he loves.

a film by Benjamin Stamper, Music by Aradhna
Holy River is the third of six short films on Aradhna's DVD, Sau Guna.

Track 2: Holy River
Pani dya pani trishita mi
Water, give me water, I am thirsty
To the hills you did not take me
Or wash me in the river
You did not set my feet on holy paths
You did not cover my pain with gold
Or drown it out with sound
You did not ask me to walk alone
Holy river after river
You ease my suffering mind
You ease my suffering mind
Water pours into these wastelands
Your streams in a desert dry
Pani dya pani trishita mi
Water, give me water, I am thirsty
Nako kuvyaché nako nadeeché
Aanil zari koni
trishita mi
Dya aisé ki trisha na lagé
Peeta zé phiruni
trishita mi
Pani dya pani trishita mi
English translation of the Marathi lyrics:
Not from the Well
Not from the river will it be brought to me
I long for the water that will never make me thirst again
Water, give me water, I am thirsty
You are sunlight
Rain crashing on tin
You are the love of a mother
Lips on baby skin, on baby skin
Holy river after river
You ease my suffering mind
You ease my suffering mind
Water pours into these wastelands
Your streams in a desert dry
Holy river after river
You ease my suffering mind
Dza dza hoiyala Prabhu Yeshu chya
Trupti tujhi charani
Akshay jeewan kashtavinodana
Prabhu vina nacha bhuvani
Translation:
Go, go, surrender to the Lord Yeshu
Your thirst will be quenched at his feet
Eternal life, where there is no hardship, awaits you
Without the Lord, nothing truly exists on earth

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